Day 39?

I wonder if I should even keep on counting...

So life is crazy. I guess I don't mean that in a bad way. I mean, it's mostly good stuff. Car recall, Madi school field trip, Madi doctor's appointment, Lily's birthday. my doctor appointments. I'm glad that we can all get the care we need. I'm not really making much sense. Of course, as sleep deprived as I am, I rarely do.

Life is just so busy with two little kids and I'm getting the sense that it will become busier. I talked with another mom yesterday who told me that there this is still room in a ballet class at a local gym. I know Lily wants to do ballet but holy smokes, I already feel like we're on the run all the time.

I'm debating whether or not to put her into a second skating session just because I'm so darn tired! I guess I need to such it up and be a mom but... I think I need to book myself a two hour massage.

And Madi has not been sleeping well. We're not sure what's going on this time. I'm glad that we take her to the specialist on Monday but as I've learned, just because you see a specialist it doesn't mean you're actually going to get any answers or help. But I go through the motions because I figure this is laying the ground work for whatever services she might need in the future. *exhale*


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hahahahaha I meant suck it up. I am tired.